possessive minds drives me crazy..

i'm tired of being possessive..

but i cant help it..

being possessive means 

being a little selfish about people or things in our life.

being possessive isn't a good thing at all.. 

possessive people 

are ussualy insecure and controlling..

a little thing of jealosy could mess up my whole day 

even know it is not really happened..

it's unbelievable..

silly..

stupid..

but i can't help it..

my hubby is the one and the only man

who is often being affected by my possessive mind..

eventhough I know it for surely..

he's kind of a few good men..

 he never plays with my heart..

he always keeps his words..

but still...

he should take a very deep breath 

facing my possessive mind. 

I always feel sorry for being annoyed

I should fight..

before it's too late.

it will be more painful 

when someone I love is unhappy with me

because i'm being a possessive monster

NO

NO

NO

I do not want a bad story in my life..

dear oh dear..

I love my sweety hubby..

trough the years everything goes perfect and harmony..

and it will always be till death do us apart..

the best proof of love is trust

then..

why should possessive mind bothering me..

I trust him

as well as loving him.

he trust me

as well as loving me

fight againts possessive mind..

it's not easy for me..

but..

at least i realize that being possessive..

is a bad habit..

could hurt someone's heart..

could break the relationship.

then i hope..

 i can control my mind better..

and i insist to 

lowering my possessive grade

thank you for visiting Apik Tersenyum..

don't be hesitated come again here another day..

smile and spread love 

every where you go..

let no one ever come to you

without leaving happier

Just The Two Of Us

song writers:

BILL WITHERS, WILLIAM SALTER, RALPH MACDONALD

I see the crystal raindrops fall 

And the beauty of it all is when the sun comes shining through 

To make those rainbows in my mind when I think of you sometime 

And I want to spend some time with you 

Just the two of us 

We can make it if we try 

Just the two of us 

Just the two of us 

Building castles in the sky 

Just the two of us 

You and I 

We look for love, no time for tears 

Wasted water's all that is and it don't make no flowers grow 

Good things might come to those who wait, not for those who wait too late 

We've got to go for all we know 

Just the two of us 

We can make it if we try 

Just the two of us 

Just the two of us 

Building them castles in the sky 

Just the two of us 

You and I 

I hear the crystal raindrops fall on the window down the hall 

And it becomes the morning dew 

And, darling, when the morning comes and I see the morning sun 

I want to be the one with you 

Just the two of us 

We can make it if we try 

Just the two of us 

Just the two of us 

Building big castles way on high 

Just the two of us 

You and I 

Let's get it together, baby

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please come again some times..

trust....

 few things about trust

there are so many things else about trust..

thank you 

for being here with me 

in Apik Tersenyum

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Here I Am

here I am

with my dream of life..

dream of financial freedom..

life when .......

i could do whatever i want with myown money..

i could buy whatever i need with no guilty feeling..

i could give whatever i wanna share with other..

i could do everything with my financial freedom..

i do not like shopping..

i do not really like branded goods..

i do not like parties..

i do not like hurting people with my things

humble and simple life is all i wanna be..

but money still be an essential thing to have

thanks for visiting..

take care  & pursue your dream..

if you wanna know the way i do.. feel free visiting this link below..

http://senyumtulus-mynewme.blogspot.com/

how are you ?

how are you today?

hope you are in a wonderful life..

i feel bad today.. 

not because of you, nor because of them..

it's all about me.. 

me  myself..

my life is too good to me..

i can have almost everything i dream..

i can do almost everything i want..

i have so many various things to do..

so i can't be bored..

i have so many friends..

so i can't be lonely..

but i dont do whatever i can do..

i dont pursue whatever i could reach..

what a silly person i be..

don't be a person like me today..

coz i dont like myself today too..

hmmmm..

i guess i should start a new vision right now..

be a better person

pursue a better dream

cacth the better chance

good luck for everyone ..

thanks for visiting and give me spirit.. 

see you next time..